This was my Christmas Decor this past December..the theme was peacock..and before my mom died, I told her all about it..

everytime i found something...i would let her know..

until the day she died..she said to me..

"i think i am going to have to skip christmas this year"

that is when i knew she was going to die...really...

i cried..

so when christmas came around only a few weeks after my mom died..i had to decorate with the peacocks..i had told her all about it..

anyhow..today is the end of january..and we just got around to taking down the peacock tree. the end of the decorations left tonight...and i was so sad...so sad....

a peacock is supposed to mean a celebration of life.....

catherine