The photo on the top is mom...the photo on the bottom looks like her...and my daughter who is selling photos now...found this one.....thought i would ad this on this post.

It has been 4 weeks...since i have written.

It is summer...this is the time of SO many memories..last year..was the full year of doing everything with mom during the summer..

this summer..i am much more lost..while still trying to get things done..

still trying to work...

still going thru stuff in my home..and in my parents home...still going thru stuff...

i met with her girlfriends...3 different ones..

we had a nice time...shared photos..

i talked with some of her groups...friends of the library...it was nice as well.........

i cried one day sooo much...

other days..i just kept on....numb and then not numb....

and my brother finally came....and we worked on what we wanted and where we were at..

it was a nice time...

more final for him...

more hopeful actually for me...

now hubby and i are going to work on selling our home...

move into moms...

get out of debt...

still saying goodbye..

i think i believe in rubber maid tubs...tubs to hold those things i cant yet throw out..but am sure i should...

so hard.......

miss you mommmy.....so much......................

catherine